Help!

I don't feel well, woke up twice.

My parents are probably gonna be mean to me.  I didn't feel so attractive around them.  My dad has been so mean.

They were just warming up to me.  I want them to leave me alone.

I also said some things I didn't mean on eveyr level that people say sometimes, like that I wish I wasn't related to my dad.

Also, they're showing off about how they chose to treat me.  They've been pressuring me, acting weird and annoying.